Just got punched by dad for protecting my lil sis from further suffering. See, my lil sis just broke a very important gadget from dad's company for easy communication. since he doesn't want to be disturbed after 9:00, he sets the blackberry gadget into off after 9. but my sis tried to open it without my or dad's consent. Since she doesn't want strategy games, she continues to decode the PIN code. Unfortunately, there are only 3 tries. If she doesn't get it right in 3 chances, the gadget will automatically lock. the only way to unlock it is to enter the PUK code. with, unfortunately, is in England with dad's boss.

A trip to the bathroom becomes a fight of rights. I protected my lil sis for dad. but in payment, i received a punch. a punch that i could have evaded. but of course, what can i do? he's my dad. i got no choice but to take it. I'm onl trying to point out that it's his fault that the gadget broke down. he didn't checked on us. he prefers to wait for his medicine to take effect while watching TV then come up.

I say it's unforgivable. Unjustifiable. If i could tell him i'm far more wiser than him, he might just bow down. but i can't. that would be boasting already. But i can still protect my sister. but i cannot protect myself from dad.

I asked Anna MAe if she could help me give me some advice. But it's in the late of night. so she would probably sleeping like a rock on her bad thinking of what may happen tomorrow.

Here's my shout, cry, and plea to all of my friends: PLEASE HELP US. with the gadget busted, dad can easily lose his job. i don't ask for financial support, but rather advice. I got a big problem to worry about, and then THIS!!!! I want to protect my sister from dad. she's the only family i've got. i cannot extend the definition of family to dad if he treats us like this.

And Danielle, my most hated person of all. even though i hate you for doing this to me, i send you this plea. HELP MY SISTER. i really hope you can read this. because i really need help. treat me like a commoner. i don't care. but if it's for my lil sis, i can go to the limit. kill me if you want, maltreat me all you want, slap me all you want, insult me all you want, do anything to me. as long as it's for my sister, then please do.

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