I was at school, taking my quiz at health, And for some reason, my chest started to hurt. I didn't know the main reason, until our maid pulled me out from class.
I learned that my mother just died. I never got the chance to be with her at her final moment. I would have shown my "best english speaker" award to her. But, it's far too late. So, in memory of my mother, I decided NOT to open it until I have seen my mother's body.
I know that she's now with me. Always by my side. And if she appears in front of me, I'll say, "i'm sorry mommy, that i wasn't there with you, but you know that I love you so much. I LOVE YOU."
Labels: Distress, fate, Grief, hope, light, loneliness, regrets, sadness