I told her that I have a huge crush on her. She was shocked to learn it from me personally, obviously. But, She accepted that fact, but she won't have me. I respect and understand her answer, of course, who would love in such a tender age?
Though, by the elves' reckoning, I'm 78 years old,humans follow their own reckoning, starting from birth. By their reckoning, I'm 14 years old. So I'm not suppose to love her.
I told her that she inspired me to live on in life. And I told her that withouut her, I'd be nothing and I wouldn't be a first year student. But i didn't tell her the reason why I love her. I LOVE HER FOR WHO SHE IS AND NOT FOR WHAT SHE IS. And I'm hoping that she will have me in the near future.
But I feel a bit heartbroken. She loves another guy. more younger than me. The last time I had my heart broken is with my ex-girlfriend. She transferred school without my knowledge. From that time on, I swore never to love a girl again. My fragile heart cannot take the shock and pain. And now, I swear that I will not give up on her. But if she rejects me, then I'll see to it that I'll swear in the language of truth and magic that I WILL NEVER LOVE A WOMAN AGAIN.
And if this particular woman happens to read this, here's a beautiful song that'll show my feelings. MY TRUE FEELINGS.though, it's japanese, go to this website. Either read the romanji or the english translation.
