Before I went to our library to do the yearbook, Zara offered a bracelet to Dani-chan. Telling her that it came from me.
But Dani-chan won't like petty offerings just to become friends again. Nor does she wants to have me back as her friend. So I decline her offer and instead, never tell Dani-chan that I informed her about our status.
Forgiveness hurts the giver and the recipient. It's only a humiliation that something was repaired out of nothing again. I guess Dani-chan won't forgive me. But I still treat her and see her as my best friend.
Baseball. My favourite game. I want to be a pitcher because I can pitch quite good. my only flaw in my skill is control. When I aimed at the lower left of my practice net, it goes to the center. I guess, pitching is what I do best. Despite the flaw.
By the way, I wanna give Dani-chan in secret a panda stuffed toy. She'll never know it came from me. If she knew, she'll return it to me, or worse, tear it apart.But, I guess it's for the better of things.
Labels: companionship, Distress, hope, light, loneliness, regrets, sadness