Well...that's it.....my hopes of getting the former glory of Ilirea has failed....I didn't made it to the top 10....Naur's sick so..I'm the only one who can talk now...
The giving of the cards are fairly good....my grades are good...(not to mention TLE)...by English and Math are my problems...they both got an 84......I'm disappointed with myself....
My suicidal urge went mad...my thoughts of hanging myself by the hook behind the ceiling fan came to me....but...my self control prevailed...no matter what I think....
And then there's the problem in health....Jesse has aroused Kalina...the shining sword and shield...he angered me...made fun of me.....my accent was not that funny....only his perception....and my classmates laughed at me.... no one even comforted me....as if I'm a stranger in their mists....
So this I say...I hate Decency.....I hate my classmates...I only loved our adviser,T. Louie...she's the only one who comforted me...understood me...and treated me like I'm her student....
I say this again....I hate Decency...I hate my classmates....
But...on the other hand..my classmates will see the true me by Monday....
Labels: Distress, Gratitude, Grief, loneliness, regrets