Dani-chan just told me that I'm a big fat liar. But, I'm not really lying. Kevin was my friend when I was studying there. We even went to Universal studios, Six Flags, and Sesame Street together.
Ah, yes the good old days.I just wish he remembers me.
But, Dani-chan won't believe me And for that, another year of ignorance. Why, is Kevin ME?
I'm losing this battle. I'm losing my sanity. I'm losing my most best friend. I'm losing the highest form of friendship I ever had. And I don't want it in the history books. If she ever reads this, I hope she forgives me.I'm not lying at all. The pictures she asks are stored away. And I can't get it because of Mom and this cursed cough and colds.
And did she noticed my red collar? That's my sign that I'm saying sorry. And I wish she forgive me. That's why I put it on my neck. because I'm saying
"As a knight to the throne of Islanzadi,
I, Ariathar Thanduril, last scion to the house Thanduril,
offer my sword, my life, my skills and my loyalty
to Dani-chan, my most best friend.
And, I only wish for Dani-chan to forgive me.
And I will forgive her.
By my sword, honor, and house,
A promise written in blood, rock, and heart,
That I swore fealty to her, and only her."
Labels: Distress, Grief, hate, light, loneliness, regrets, sadness
